Please know I never stopped loving any of you

I can’t anymore. This life I have, it’s filled with pain and sadness. I can’t deal with all my heartache and pain anymore. I love you mom and dad and brother. With all my heart and soul. I’m sorry I let you down. I’m sorry I’m not strong enough. I’m sorry I never will be. I’m sorry I’m was never what you wanted in your eyes. I’m sorry best friend. Even though you left me here, I know this will hurt you far more than it’ll hurt everyone else. And I’m sorry abbey. You were the best dog I ever had. I love all of you so much and I always have and always will. You all made me happy and I can’t thank you enough but my brain won’t stop… And I just can’t anymore. I’m so sorry you had to see me like this.. I’m so sorry… I’m so.. Sorry..

This past summer was the happiest summer I have ever had and I now. I can’t tell if it was a lie or real. I’m sorry I’m not strong enough… I’m sorry to everyone.