No one cares anymore. I’m just old news. Guess I only have me to count on from now on..
I DONT WANT TO DIE. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME…. I’m begging you. Please… I DONT WANT TO DIE… *sobbing*
I can’t anymore. This life I have, it’s filled with pain and sadness. I can’t deal with all my heartache and pain anymore. I love you mom and dad and brother. With all my heart and soul. I’m sorry I let you down. I’m sorry I’m not strong enough. I’m sorry I never will be. I’m sorry I’m was never what you wanted in your eyes. I’m sorry best friend. Even though you left me here, I know this will hurt you far more than it’ll hurt everyone else. And I’m sorry abbey. You were the best dog I ever had. I love all of you so much and I always have and always will. You all made me happy and I can’t thank you enough but my brain won’t stop… And I just can’t anymore. I’m so sorry you had to see me like this.. I’m so sorry… I’m so.. Sorry..
This past summer was the happiest summer I have ever had and I now. I can’t tell if it was a lie or real. I’m sorry I’m not strong enough… I’m sorry to everyone.
This is where I’ve lost it all. Nothing left to fight for… I always knew I’d die at my own hands..
Please anyone will do tonight.. Anyone. Just give me a hug. Hold me till I cry. Tell me I’m safe in your arms and that you love me. PLEASE. SOMEONE. ANYONE. TELL ME. PLEASE JUST TELL ME. BECAUSE I JUST CANT DEAL WITH ALL THIS PAIN BY MYSELF. I CANT…. *sobbing* I can’t anymore… I’m so sorry. I’m so fucking sorry….
I can’t anymore… I just can’t.
I’ve never felt so done before. I guess this is it.. This is where my brain will make that final decision. Hope I strong enough…
I just want someone who won’t get annoyed when I text them six times or in all caps. Someone I can go on long drives with and can sing along to the radio with. Someone I can eat pizza with at 2am and kiss at 6pm. Someone who chooses me everyday and never thinks twice about it.